The crux of the matter is, it doesnt matter how many wise quotes by ye olden men in white robes your read and rub your chin at in a wise way like pai mei or how many pesky Brotips you read on a daily basis to say…yeah YEAH…I’m original and cool…that fucking 9-5 is gonna break your spine one vertebrae at a time. I mean, it might seem like I’m making judgments one pople that work their ass off week in week out to like…save up to ikea the shit out of their homes or save up to buy those flaming dragon scale power gloves to fight the mutated ice rats that live in the basment of your home and continously raid your stash of cheerios…but seriously..this shit is numbing! I don’t mind slugging it out 5 days a week, the problem is if your brain matter moves at 1.5x the pace…then your get bored…seriously….after sorting out my section for like…3 hours on my first day at work, eyes glazed over and that bunch of Autumn leaves outside became my new god to worship and hopefully allow me to wreck it by painting under my eyes in black, shouting out my carfully versed warcry and lunging at it Rambo style….I owed it nothing dammnit….I can lunge at it if I wanted alright…
..Then it got swept away by that fucking motorized broom…
Remember, remember, the sweepers Novemeber.
On a more serious note, I just want to do more on my time off after work but there is none! I know,I know, whining about this, man up and do that, there are others working 60 hour weeks, 3 jobs and a Dojo to take care off on the side, to pay off for shit…but let me ask you this, do you really need to work 60 hours a week to pay off for debt you had no choice to accumulate to begin with? I dunno, I’ve read and researched a lot of this and I’m stuck in that same loop. How to get out? Still figuring it out. I wish I could like..inject people with truth serum and ask them what/how they really felt about working so much and doing so little personally.
What do you think? What do you truly want, and how do you think you can achieve that?
In the meantime. This this is awesome.
